Well, here it is 4:15 am and I can’t fall back asleep! Have I mentioned how much I “love” this early menopause bullshit??? It’s made me an emotional wreck lately and I don’t like it!! I liked it when my emotions stayed buried inside, now they’re just right there waiting to ruin my day!

What I’m going back and forth about now is our vacation to the Cape. It’s already tainted. None of the other kids want to be there with the oldest and her kids all week. So basically we’re paying for HER to go to the Cape. We haven’t paid yet, so maybe my husband will change his mind when he finds this out. I kinda want to just go away either with him or by myself. As much as I love all my kids and grandkids, it’s been a lot lately and I just need to get away from it a few days.

On a positive note, the shift I want at work is opening up at the end of the month. The downside is that I’m losing my work BFF! 4:15am-12:45pm! Love that my work day will be done by 1 and I’ll have Sun/Mon off!!

Hope everyone gets out and enjoys the day!